Catching My Breath

I have complete and total amnesia, apparently. I don't remember a single thing that's happening to me right now from my previous pregnancies. I suppose it is some biological memory loss or women would never have more than one child. I also think that because
I'm 30 now (so old), I'm less in shape than I was with the others and now I'm more complain-y and less tolerant of my aches and pains.

I am going to list all the things I've complained about these past 17 weeks:

Nausea
Vomiting
Feeling like all food is gross
Cramps
Constipation
Diarrhea
Painful gas
Sore hips
Sore back
Heartburn
Sharp pains in my side
Throbbing ovaries
Headaches
Neck aches
Bleeding gums
Feeling fat
Crying all the time
Sore boobs
Can't tolerate contact lenses
Extreme shortness of breath
Feeling like I hate everyone and everything

I feel guilty when I complain, but I can't help it. I live to complain and being pregnant has given me license to let loose on that front. Hubby has learned to tune me out for the most part which, of course, pisses me off and makes me accuse
him of not caring :)

I'm going to try and be more grateful from now on. I wanted this baby desperately and there are plenty of people out here who want a child and can't have one and would gladly trade me places.